keeping all your emotions inside
will make one sick.
compressing all the thoughts in your mind,
supressing all the feelings in your chest.
will make one ill physically.
im the kind of person that keeps my anger
and sadness to myself most of the time.
afraid that i would hurt the people around me
in turn, i hurt myself. thats me.
especially if you are extremely important.
and after this week, ive learnt that
"if someone wants to leave/betray you,
they will. and no amount of strength or
persuasion will make them stay. but if
you mean as much to that person, they
will do everything they can to stay by
your side."
then, like fate. i read an article on elle that
made me realise another thing.
"dont let the presence of fear hold you back
from moving forward."
life is too short to fear.
fear of pursuing what you want.
fear of what other might think.
as much as we want to gain recognition
from others, we shouldnt go against who we are.
the people who matter wont judge us
and those who do, dont matter.
i love the man i see everyday.
he means the world to me.
there's a quote that goes about like this
"if you dont treat the person you love right,
someone else will."
i will never give another person the chance
to do that. and i hope you wont too.
you open my life to a new paradise.
/for the rest of my life,
you dont have to think twice.
baby, i do cherish you.